Saturday, May 30, 2009
it really does... I more or less expected it, right after she targets my sis, she will target me.
But still, it still hurts terribly each time despite it has happened thousands of times. I wish I was numb as what she said and that I don't care.
I am just a money tree afterall, not only that, a money tree that never gives enough.
I am in so much pain that while playing Bejewelled to take my mind off, tears started flowing freely. I told myself not to be affected loads of times, but it doesn't work.
I really, really hate this place where I am always an outcast yet trapped in this prison which I can never break free. Even Mas Selamat could break free and escape, yet I am stuck here for goodness knows when.
So please, if someone's death is required to end all this, let it be me if I am really such a terrible person...
Brenbren at 3:40 AM
