Leo born on Friday the 13th
Mild tempered when not working
Lioness when workaholic mode on
Mrs Lim as of 28/06/2009!

Worked till ard 3+pm today, almost like a full working day. Kindda getting tired and a bit sick of the long working hours, but wat to do? Have to earn a living and feed myself right? Legs feel so sore and tired, need a really good massage!

Reflections of the day: Its tough to work late on a Sat, but the satisfying feeling and sense of achievement when you have completed the task cannot be described in words.

Resolution of the day: Work not only hard but smart. To cut down the amt of time I spend on work and leave office on time!

Wahaha, sounds like some new year resolution. But seriously sepaking, if I go on at this rate, I'll collapse sooner or later. Moreover feeling sick liao and falling sick. How not to when your boss is coughing everyday? Haiz... 命苦啊！



Took a look at my frens' profile in Friendster and saw that some of them had got married. Felt really happy for them that they have someone whom they can spend the rest of their lives with. Of cos, I feel really envious.

I'm happy mostly in the r/s though there are times I feel like giving up all and just walk away. Somehow, my eyes are kindda brimming with tears at the same time I'm writing this. I wish that someday, I can really settle down. But I know its still a long and far journey, even then I might not be able to fulfill my dreams and wishes. I don't know how many more years I can still wait cos I'm feeling really tired. I feel like I have come to a stop and everything is not progressing the way I want/planned to be. Maybe its time to give up, maybe its time to wake up, maybe its time to say goodbye.

Maybe, I'll wait just a little while longer, just a little more time. If things show no progression, I really wanna give it all up before it hurts anyone further. I really hope I still have the courage, determination and stubborness I used to have to carry on. And I guess, I really need a lot of encouragement and help before I can carry on further...


fireworks shower! *~*The End*~* 



star anise~ 



see e small tiny purple/blue sparkles? 



flower bloom~ 



"rockets" shooting high into e sky~ 



splitter splatter~ 



mmm, don't you thnk it looks like tadpoles? or spmething swimming up? =x 



Green Fireworks 




Just in the mood to bitch a bit, wahaha. It doesn't hurt to bitch once in a while I guess. Hehe, I kindda sound wicked and making excuses to rant, but well, who cares? Its MY blog, boo~

Day was ok only except for the pretty fireworks at Esplanade. Hehe... I'm beginning to LOVE fireworks! I feel like I can nvr get tired of watching it. (Haha, but actually, how often can you see it to get sick of it?) =p Took pics again this time, will upload soon if I can, cos currently hvg probs with e uploading. I dunno abt others, but I kindda find it a joy to be able to share beautiful things with ppl. Probably ppl might nt be interested lah, but I just feel happy talking abt it, wahaha.

Well, the things that screwed up was at 1 of the restaurants I ate at and the stupid cab booking thing. Shall talk abt it later when I feel like it, dun wanna spoil my mood now.

Bumped into quite a couple of ppl today, kindda surprised actually, haha. Firstly, I saw one of my sec sch classmate, Sylvia at Citylink. Then while eating, think I saw another schmate passby outside the restaurant. Dun really recall her name, probably Qiao Yan or wat? (Not too sure if its really her also). Then saw my ex-colleague cum fren. Meilin. Hehe, nice seeing her and hope we can catch up soon.

Alrite, shall end here for now. Age is catching up on me, I need my beauty sleep badly. *yawn* Gdnite~ Zzzz... *_*



Not a very gd day. Things juz kindda started gog haywire and I ended up being busy, dun like the feeling at all. Was kindda dizzy e the whole day and just can't seem to do things rite. Dunno if its cos I been tired out.

I seriously need a gd rest and break if not I'll collaspe sooner or later. Sigh. I wish I can really force myself to slow down and take a rest. But I just can't. Workaholic as ever and hyperactive as usual. Haiz, someone stop/slow me down pls! Arghz... X_X



Kindda tired cos was working till 8+pm last night. Today is much more better compared to ytd. Hope can leave early or on time bah. Wanna watch a movie but dunno if I have the time to spare. See how it goes bah. Gotta go back to work le. *yawn*



Frustrations, confusions, depressions, unhappiness, arguements, uncertainty, sorrows, angish, exhuastion, resignation...

I dunno what is right or wrong anymore. I dunno if I can still go on. I dunno if I'm still strong and determined enough. I dunno if this is what I really want. I dunno... too much.

Was I wrong? Was I too rash? Was I thinking? Maybe yes, maybe not. Its not up to me to say. Ups & downs are part & parcel of life, I still gotta carry on. Its not the end of the world afterall. Its my life, its now or never... I ain't gonna live forever...



Sly again~ =p 



My idol! Sly!! 



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Its 4.07am in the morning. After hours of seraching, editing and experimenting, finally managed to get everything done. Its just a very simple layout cos all I want is just my own space to express myself. Be it my joys/sorrows/anger/dreams and views/thinking. Will probably improve and change the layout again when I have the time.

Feel free to leave your comments or share ur views in the tagboard below, be it good or bad.

Alright, totally shagged by now. Gotta get some sleep first. Sweet Dreams~