Leo born on Friday the 13th
Mild tempered when not working
Lioness when workaholic mode on
Mrs Lim as of 28/06/2009!

Past week has been terrible and sressful. My partner was on leave, so had to cover both our duties. Worked till 9+-10pm everyday. Physically and mentally stressed out, haiz...

Then my sis and my mum's bf kept making my mum angry, which my mum in turn, nag and nag, scold and scold... And sometimes for nth, I would become the target or she will scold me as well. Seriosuly dunno how/what they think.

Mummy's 50th b-day is coming is few days and we were supposed to go for lunch today to celebrate earlier. And my sis had to spoil everything. She just ignored my mum for no reason and she refused to acc my mum eatch VCD/tapes at night which was their usual routine. And this made my mum angry and upset till she cancelled today's lunch. She scolded my sis till she cried. Haiz, I really dun understand the 2 of them. My mum dotes on my sis the most, too over protective and pampering of her I would say. Yet, my sis became a selfish person in return. Always thinking of herself and friends first, we as her family are the last priority instead.

I seriously give up on her. A 20yr old person, slacking at home for 3 yrs, only gog out with frens once a week. Yet have pocket money everyday and when she go out. The only thing shes does are eat, sleep, tv, pc and go out. Leading such a comfy and gd life, yet so inconsiderate and selfish. We give her the nest we can, but she's not appreciative of it at all and takes it for granted.

Dunno why I have this kind of sis... Wish to sever all ties with her.



Its a long overdue blog... Been too busy and tired to blog both in mine and our shared one.

Lotsa stuff both gd and bad happening, mostly bad for me and him I guess. Happy ending? Will that day ever come? Distance is getting greater and greater and slowly but surely and slowly drifting apart. He doesn't know how bad this week has been for me, not asking a word when I have been slogging for the whole of this week. Yeah, he's sick, so only he needs the care and concern while I don't...

Wedding plans? I guess its put on hold for eternity. No planning, not much of savings, everything's gog downslope and I'm greatly upset and hurt by some stuff which he may not think its impt to inform/discuss etc. Maybe becos I'm not tt impt...

Whatever it is... I'm too tired physically and mentally to keep the sparks alive etc right now.
I think I'm really a jinx, everything bad has been happening to him since he got to know me and we got together. Maybe I should just leave once and for all and put an end to everything...