Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Sigh, holidays coming to an end soon, back to work on Wednesday, sob sob. Still considering wanna go back to work tmr for a while to do things or nto. If not dunno Wednesday how to cope when customers re-open and I gotta do 2 persons' job.
The few days holidays so far so good. Collected ang baos on Sunday, not a huge sum but better than nothing. Today went to watch "I not Stupid 2". Simply hilarious and touching as well. Many people were reaching for their tissues during some scenes and my eyes welled up with tears too.
Will be my turn to be on leace tjhis Friday, though just 1 day, but better than nothing bah. See how things go bah. Now kindda feeling tired and sleepy liao, yawnzzzz....
Brenbren at 12:05 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Wanted to do a express mani & pedi today after work, but it was packed everywhere and kindda pissed off by the 1st one I went to. I had reached ard 7.45pm and asked if they accept walk-ins now. The gal said can but gotta come back at 8pm and even took down my name & contact no.
At 8pm, I went back and she told me, sorry, we cannot do for you liao cos noone can do. Kaoz, wasted 15 mins of my time walking ard. Should hv gone to look for somewhere else to do during tt time. By the time I approach other outlets, all full liao. So sianz.
Decided to have dinner and passed by an organic restaurant at Century Square. The smell of food lured me in and soon I was sipping aways on cold honey with orange and tucking in on my panfried salmon. 1 word - YUMMY!! Price was affordable, the portion was just nice, the food wasn't oily and kindda really felt its healthier with all the veges. This is my first time eating organic food and I definitely will be back for more!
Brenbren at 12:23 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
I hate my life right now, I hate myself and I'm so sick of everything...
Haven't I work hard enough for this relationship and this family? Haven't I suffered enough? Haven't I gone through enough? Why must all these be happening to me? For a moment, I really felt like being weak for once and choose death instead.
Both sides whom I love and given all I can, why must I be made to choose? I finally found someone I love and trust. Why must she make me choose? I hate myself for still appearing strong and laughing like nth has happened... Why can't I just show my weakness for once and just break down? I don't like myself this way, this isn't the way I should be...
Brenbren at 12:06 AM