Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Feeling down and terrible, moodless (if there's such a word).... Period. Shall blog again if I feel like it....
Brenbren at 11:42 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
WHY!?!?!?Intended to tender my resignation on Tues, but nvr even get the chance to tender already genna rejected liao... Haiz...
In the end, I agree to stay for few mths to see how things go and next mth will be gog Malaysia for 2 days for sales training. Though only 2 days, but will still miss my boy boy mah... Sob sob... Dunno he will miss me or not, or maybe he's jumping for joy liao. Cos noone to pester him and he can have peace for 2 days, hiak hiak. And he can save a lot of money, no need go shopping and eat with me.
Sianz, wat to do? Guess I'm really someone who's very easy to be persuaded. Haiz.... See how it goes bah. Wish me good luck....
Brenbren at 1:30 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
On one hand, I'm happy for him that he's earning more now. On the other hand, I'm sad that we are spending less time together, be it in quality or quantity.
I'm working in the day, he's sleeping. When we are out at night, he has to rush home to work. When he's working, its time for me to sleep. We seem to be saying/doing the same things everyday, it seems that the sparks and romance are slowly but surely fading away bit by bit.
A typical day will go like this:
- Morning: Sms him say good morning, feeling tired/sianz/sick etc, miss him.
- Noon: He will sms, u eaten? eat wat? meeting tonite?
- Night: Meet for dinner, walk a bit, rush home
- Midnight: sms each other do wat? watching tv/ bathe liao? I sleep, he works.
Repeative everyday and he no longer gives me those small surprises and those little things he used to do for me... Fetching me after work, giving each other small, affordable yet sweet gifts for each other. Seems that I have to ask/beg now if I want him to do something for me. And probably he will do it just becos I will be angry if he doesn't, not becos he's willing to do so anymore....
When was th last time we celebrated our anni? Last yr... This yr will probably just pass by quietly without he remembering... Maybe its just me asking for too much...
I'll just give myself time to try to work things out cos it takes 2 hands to clap. But if things remain the same, guesss tt's it...
Brenbren at 12:18 PM
