Leo born on Friday the 13th
Mild tempered when not working
Lioness when workaholic mode on
Mrs Lim as of 28/06/2009!

Ok, I finally cut my hair and coloured it a different colour from usual.... Yup, CUT, not just trim... Its now slight over shoulder length only compared to previously half the back.

Actually saw a photo in the Bella mag and dunno juz had this idea tt I wanna cut my hair n colour my hair like tt. So well, I went ahead with it. Honestly I was paranoid abt how it will turn out not becos I dun trust my hairstylist, but cos I made the choice myself.

When I saw my hair being snipped off, for a moment I wanted to cry. I have kept this length for probably 10yrs or so and my hair is long and thick, so when I saw the hair dropping to the ground, my tears almost dropped. Sigh, so silly right... I know hair can grow, but still, it means a lot to me...

Bascially, snipped off most of my hair, coloured it a dark violet-red base and a few fire red-streaks. Still trying to get used to it but love the new image!

The red streaks...







Ok, been slacking again in blogging, but really too tired and busy to blog le.

09/07/07 - Mon
Monday blues... Work, work and more work.

10/07/07 - Tues
Ling is gog back to Brisbane today, can't see her till Dec. Sob sob... It probably sounds like we're les, lol. But well, we are very close frens/sis. 10+yrs of frenship, wat ya expect?

Worked till 6+pm, considered early but cannot go home cos there's a get together dinner with Sales people. Reached Bark Cafe probably ard 8pm, Mei See drove us there.

Me and Grace chose to eat steak and we shared a jug of Bourbon coke, haha. The others were like amazed, cos we were the youngest in the group. Then it was the Ti Tah session le, haha. Me and Grace sat at the far end section of the table, so we chatted among ourselves most of the time. After finishing the jug which is equivalent to 3 glasses each, we felt like having more. But cos its $33, so decided to order something else. I mean though dun need us to pay, but like very paiseh, lol. So we ordered a jug of Heineken beer to share with Jason also. Too much beer is not good for me, haha. So we had another 1.5 mug of beer each. Wow, this is the first time I drink so much during dinner. I usually don't drink when eating cos kindda weird, but I guess it was the atmosphere.

Dinner ended slightly later than 10pm and we took Glady's car home. As I dropped last, reach home ard 10+ to 11pm. Mum nag as usual for me drinking. How she know? Cos my face always turns red after drinking and I told her I was feeling hot, so she guessed so. Took a shower n had a nice sleep cos I always feel sleepy after drinking.

11/07/07 - Wed to 13/07/07 - Fri
Work, work and more work again.

Been clocking 13-14hrs of work everyday and sleeping only 4-5hrs. Becoming a machine and robot.

Have not seen him since Sun... But honestly, I didn't really miss him. I dunno what's wrong with me or what's gog on. But it seems like I'm slowing losing faith and confidence in the r/s. I dun really know what I want anymore and if we should continue. I'm afraid... Afraid tt I will hurt him and hurt myself... I'm afraid I might regret in future. I really dunno what to do. I'm crying and bleeding inside, yet putting up a strong front. Becos? Bren is supposed to be a friendly, cheery gal with all smiles... I hate myself, damn bloody fake just cos I dun want others to be affected by how I feel.

14/07/07 - Sat
Its my on day, worked till ard 2+pm. While waiting for him in Tampines, went to get my pens and contact lens. Wanted to get blue lens, but no stock for my degree, sianz. Had to get the grey ones in the end, sucks.

After meeting up, went to Pizza Hut for lunch cos I wanted to try the new pizza. In the end, got such lousy service and waited for a freaking 45mins for a pizza, bloody hell loh...
After that, went Mango to shop but din see anything that I fancy. Next stop was Fancl to get my stuff, but ended up not buying cos I forgot to bring my Fancl card. 2nd time le!! I'm just so blur and forgetful. Last stop was NTUC. Stock up on biscuits, soup and hot chocolate supply for the office, hehe. Its snacking time! Whatever happened to my slim down plan?!?!?

15/07/07 - Sun
Gonna be watching Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix tomorrow with him, Tzuen and Ken Ming. Haha, as usual, I'm always the only gal. Maybe when they get gfs then got ppl to acc me chat. Haha... Usually I will be listening to them talking abt PC and games stuff, hehe. Not bored lah, pretty interesting to listen though I dun understand, lol.

Think gonna do lunch at Fish & Co Glasshouse then movie, after movie will be dinner at Tzuen's place. Super far, haha. Think gotta grab cab back after tt, see how bah.

That's all for now... Good nightey~