Leo born on Friday the 13th
Mild tempered when not working
Lioness when workaholic mode on
Mrs Lim as of 28/06/2009!

I am still having flu and slight throat infection. Though I have taken lots of water, hot drinks and medicine, the runny nose and coughing comes back once I'm home.

Reason? Mum and sis refuses to off the aircon and on the fan instead in my room because... Mum does not want my sis to feel hot. Seriously dulan loh. Your elder daughter has to work, cope with shitty people at work, does not get enough/quality sleep and is sick... All you care about is your younger daughter who lazes at home the whole day, never earned a single cent in her whole life and all you're concerned about is whether she is comfy or not?

Last night I was asking my sis if she was sleeping in the same room as me (she sometimes sleep with Mummy) and she said no. So I told her to switch off the aircon and on the fan for me when she's going out of the room. I fell asleep first and woke up in the morning finding out the aircon was still on, of course my flu and cough became worse.

Went to work coughing and having slight runny nose. Took warm water and Panadol after brekkie and felt better. Michelle gave me a lift to Tampines cos we stay nearby and dropped me at TM cos I was meeting Hubby there. Went for lunch with Hubby at Century Square foodcourt and had a terrible Pepper Lunch - miserable servings and bloody ex. Felt so cheated and we were still hungry. Decided to eat prata and shifted tables and... Saw Yeo and gf there, haha. Was saying bye bye to him not long ago in office when I was leaving, such a coincidence to bump into him there.

After prata, we headed to NTUC to get some toiletries before heading back to Hubby's place. Took plenty of warm water and Panadol again, on the fan instead of aircon and watched TV. Was feeling better when I left his place.

Once home and in my room, all my efforts went down the drain. I had specially informed mum not to on the aircon before I showered, but still the aircon was on when I finished bathing. Damn pissed. Sis happened to walk into the room and I told her to off the aircon and on the fan for me cos it was making me feel uncomfy and sick. She just totally ignored me, sat down on the bed and watched TV enjoying the aircon.

Arghz!!!! I am so f**king pissed off. Don't they care about my health and how I feel? I seriously wonder sometimes if I even belong to this family which I am never top priority and always getting "2nd class" treatment. If it was my sis who was sick, my mum would be so concerned and worried abt her. Giving and doing whatever my sis would ask for as long as she's happy and comfy. At times like this, I feel like crying and wonder why I am so stupid at times to be concerned and worried about them when I am probably not in the top 10 priorities list in their life. I feel sickening foolish and angry with myself.

The worst thing? I cannot even show/express my unhappiness and anger to them becos that will cause a storm and war with Mum. Not now, not here please. I am really sick.