Thursday, November 20, 2008
I am pissed off. Very, very pissed off.
She takes my medicine out of my bag becos I forgot to take the medicine previously as I was busy with work, so no point for me to take since I forget.
She controls what time I come back and now even what I eat. I ask to eat A for dinner, she buys A plus B plus C plus D. The worst thing? I am so full after eating A, she insists I must eat B becos it is for me and noone in the family will eat it. I must drink C becos she has already buy my share and eat D becos its from a new stall, must try. For goodness sake, I am still sick and you're forcing me to eat all these things. I end up too full and having diarrhea. All those talks about "you're too fat, eat less, lose weight" and you buy me loads of food for dinner.
I buy new eyeshadow that costs me $40+ and she wash in water!!! Arghz... I haven't used it for the first time and upon testing on the same night, my sponge applicator was damp and soaked with water to my horror. Not the first time that this happens. Everything must be washed, cleaned and wiped before it is clean no matter what it is. You can tell her cannot wash, cannot make wet but it will not be of use after 2nd time. The items will still be washed and eventually spoil, rust, fade colour etc. My 1st Guess bag - $100+ and my present to myself, from a pretty glittery pink wask until the "diamonds" drop out and become a light, dirty pink. My 1st Guess wallet, from black become gray, the buckle became rusty and eventually part of the strap came out. My shoes/heels all washed by her with detergent till it forms bubbles while walking during rainy days and my soles fall apart after like 1mth of wear and she says my shoes are of lousy quality!!! My clothes lose their shape, part of the design, fade in colour after her washing.
I told her numerous times, do not touch my hp or take it away from me. So many times she has just taken my hp from me and placed it in my room without my knowing. Taking it away from me when I am napping and I missed so many calls especially related to work. It is not ok for you to take away my hp especially checking my sms even if you're my mum. These are lines you do not cross at all times. Opening all my letters despite marked private & confidential is not acceptable as well.
Arghz.... I am so sick and angry that I feel like shouting already. Only reason for me holding back is not wanting to start another war which I have no time and energy at this time.
Brenbren at 12:42 AM
