Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Was reading Kelly's blog and went to the link -
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/ (A girl whose bf passed away during the army training). After reading the first few posts, I found tears rolling down my face. It was sad and I could understand how she felt. Its really tough and not easy to move on.
I know its easy for us to always console others and say time will heal all wounds, to move on with life etc. But you are not them and its easier said than done. Its not easy and it really takes time.
Many years ago (approx. 10 years), I had once lost someone dear in my life then. Though it happened 2 months after we had gone our separate ways, but still, this was someone whom I was in love then and we had been together for a year before breaking up. I only got to know about it on the last day of the wake and I did cry for a period of time, as a friend and someone I had once loved. 2 weeks before he passed away, he called me and mentioned he was going for an operation. Being still pissed at him then and thinking he was just trying to act pitiful, I said I'll call him back but I never did and never will have the chance to.
Of cos years have passed and I have moved on long ago, the point is I regretted not calling back and not having talked to him for the last time. This also taught me a lesson, till this day when I tell a friend I'll call back later, as much as possible I will call or at least sms back.
I sent the blog link to Hubby in MSN and he also said its sad. Somehow it affected me and I started asking Hubby if he'll be with me forever and take care of me? He replied: yup definitely. Thanks Hubby, I love you and I hope we'll be together forever, holding hands down the aisle, becoming parents together, aging together and strolling in the park when we are grandparents...
We are one step nearer to our goal and let's work hard towards our dreams... Treasure you, our shared memories and looking forward to create even more in the future.
Brenbren at 12:44 AM
