Thursday, July 24, 2008
Hubby left for KL this morning and will probably be back on Friday only... =(
Though its for work, but still don't like the feeling of not being able to call and sms him anytime I want cos his hp bills will probably shoot up. Hate the feeling of him not being around, like half of me is gone.
Sms Hubby a few times today like kindda reporting to him. Telling him I'm going for lunch and remind him to eat. Telling him I'm feeling depressed and stressed at work and asking what he's doing? Telling him I have left office, feeling very tired and sianz. Telling him I have reached home and da bao dinner, asking if he has eaten? Every sms ending with miss you lots stuff and asking him to come back faster.
That super unromantic guy never say he miss me at all, sob sob. Only muacks and hughug, hmph... Still can say one sms 60cents, very ex.... Kaoz, I not worth 60 cents?
He called me 3 times though but conversation was short. Sigh, I miss him so much... Sob sob... Next month he's going for 2 weeks reservist, even worse... Haiz, can he don't go? I actually suggested breaking one of his legs so he won't go... =x
Now not staying together already like that le, can't imagine if next time have our own home le and I all alone how. Think I will go bonkers being home alone and I hate being in a place all alone no matter where, very scary... Boo hoo... =(
Brenbren at 1:06 AM
