Friday, May 23, 2008
Not been clocking long hours at work recently compared to the past, but seriously don't know I'm feeling so tired. Getting older? Haha.
Daily routine now is wake up, take cab to work, start work, meet him or go home, have dinner, check work emails from home. So I'm sleeping at 2am almost everyday and waking up at 8am.
I know I don't have to check email from home, I am not obligated to do so but I just feel I should be prepared for the next day and know what to expect. In case of any urgent matters, I can still take action in time too.
Trying to work my way up now at the moment and the next 3-6mths is a critical period to me as I know my performance is being assessed now to see if I'm suitable to take up that post. Honestly, promotion or not, I will still work the way I am doing now.
I know my gfs always say I'm too much of a workaholic and a couple of times I have not been able to meet them cos of work. So sorry abt that gals, cos of my job nature I'm on 24/7 standby and there were times when I have had to sacrifice wkends etc cos of work. Even on leave or MC, my hp rings non-stop. But I suppose in a way, I am still passionate abt the job and its my interest. Its not just work, but a job/career that gives me a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment when I get a job done. Learnt lots of stuff also and still learning till now.
I won't deny I might not be spending many years down the road in this job cos afterall, its really too stressful and tiring at times with the 24/7 job nature. But still, for now I will just do whatever I can before I reach a bottleneck. Wish me good luck then for the next couple of months. Goodnight for now, another long battle waiting for me tmr!
Brenbren at 1:36 AM
