Sunday, October 01, 2006
Its a long overdue blog... Been too busy and tired to blog both in mine and our shared one.
Lotsa stuff both gd and bad happening, mostly bad for me and him I guess. Happy ending? Will that day ever come? Distance is getting greater and greater and slowly but surely and slowly drifting apart. He doesn't know how bad this week has been for me, not asking a word when I have been slogging for the whole of this week. Yeah, he's sick, so only he needs the care and concern while I don't...
Wedding plans? I guess its put on hold for eternity. No planning, not much of savings, everything's gog downslope and I'm greatly upset and hurt by some stuff which he may not think its impt to inform/discuss etc. Maybe becos I'm not tt impt...
Whatever it is... I'm too tired physically and mentally to keep the sparks alive etc right now.
I think I'm really a jinx, everything bad has been happening to him since he got to know me and we got together. Maybe I should just leave once and for all and put an end to everything...
Brenbren at 1:21 AM
