Sunday, August 06, 2006
Work sucks... Life sucks...
Work sucks and in somehow, its affecting my life and how I feel. I really cannot stand customers who treat u like shit and step on ur feelings just becos they are the customers and you are earning their $$. Of cos there are really nice ones and I appreciate them cos we are all afterall working for the company and just doing our job.
For those who are just damn nasty/irritating/unreasonable:
Just F**K Off! Just becos you give us biz, it doesn't give you the right to step on others the way you like it. Put yourself in others shoes before you scold/hurt/shout others. We are all human beings with feelings, why trample ppl like tt?
Colleagues are people who are supposed to be helping you and trustworthy especially you need each other's help more or less. But I seriously dunno why things have seem to take a change in direction or is it me who is learning too late? I seriously can't bother anymore sometimes, let people do/decide what they like. I just want my much needed income before I move on further...
If I am able to, that is. I'm really tired, physically and mentally.
I'm not someone with high expectations in career, not at the moment at least. For me, I just wanna be happy and satisfied in a job and of cos with reasonable monetary rewards.
But when the motivation and passion starts to fade, I feel like I am dragging myself to work everyday. When tt happens, its like a warning to get myself out before I crumble.
Though its more or less normal to yearn to own luxury stuff, but if it means sacrificing my happiness to earn and buy them. Be it LV, Gucci, Fendi, Chanel or watever f**k, forget it.
I live by my own feelings, principles and believings. Stubborn? Yes...
At a losing end becos of it? Maybe...
Regrets? No...
At least I am being true to myself.
Brenbren at 1:29 AM
