Sunday, January 08, 2006
I hate my life right now, I hate myself and I'm so sick of everything...
Haven't I work hard enough for this relationship and this family? Haven't I suffered enough? Haven't I gone through enough? Why must all these be happening to me? For a moment, I really felt like being weak for once and choose death instead.
Both sides whom I love and given all I can, why must I be made to choose? I finally found someone I love and trust. Why must she make me choose? I hate myself for still appearing strong and laughing like nth has happened... Why can't I just show my weakness for once and just break down? I don't like myself this way, this isn't the way I should be...
Brenbren at 12:06 AM